Mar 31 2008
jess lovez the interwebz
really, i do. i’ve just decided something has GOT to give, and blogging is the one really selfish thing i do with my spare time. i’ve just got to do it less to meet all my other responsibilities.
i’ve been suffering from fatigue. i’m not sleeping well. then when i finally DO get to sleep, it’s increasingly unbearable to get out of bed in the morning. i’m just exhausted. i’ve always been the type of person who hits snooze at least once or twice before dragging my ass outta bed, but more than two times is ridiculous. and these last few weeks, it’s been five or six times before i get up.
then i feel like a piece of shit b/c i can’t get up in the morning. every night before i go to bed i say to myself, “tomorrow will be different.” i go to bed early, then i lie awake…restless, tired, exhausted…and it’s the same damn thing ALL OVER AGAIN.
i’m literally nutz. NUTZ! and i’ve suffered from insomnia before…but this is different. i don’t have a bunch of thoughts racing through my head about things i need to do, things i want to do or things i simply cannnnot forget. my mind is a blank slate. and still, no sleep.
other happy notes: we’ve been blogrolled by the political voices of women. while we (read: mostly me) don’t blog about politics as much as i would like, the three of us are very politically-minded and we all vote. we encourage others to do so. mostly, i encourage people to do their own research and draw their own conclusions…and it’s important for people to vote locally. your local vote counts SO MUCH MORE than your vote for our president. it really does! your vote for city council, your mayor and your state representatives are sooo important.
paul and i are coaching an U8 girl’s soccer team. they named themselves the “shooting stars.” very appropriate for a girl’s soccer team if you ask me. i’m still rocking the indoor soccer and we WILL win a game, if it’s the last damn thing we do. we’re playing very well together and it’s really fun to get out and run around.
married life is fantastic. i really will post some freaking wedding photoz if i ever get some time.
and for you faithful blogging pals…i’m reading your blog, i promise. i’m just finding it impossible to comment as much as i would like. i still (heart) you. i’ll get this sleep thing resolved, i’ll dig out at work and all will be well.
until then…i’ll see ya on the interwebz.















